While James Hanjaras was in prison, his grandmother visited him regularly and reassured him with one of her favorite expressions, “This too shall pass.” He treasured her words so much that he traded a man seven honey buns to tattoo the phrase on his forearm using a sharpened staple from a Catholic devotional booklet.
Hanjaras was released from prison in late January, after completing an in-patient drug rehabilitation program and serving a 21-month sentence for drug-related charges.
“Prison changed me, for sure, and it changed me for the better. I definitely don’t want to go back. It sucks,” Hanjaras says. “But you know, it turned me into the person I think I’ve always been. I just couldn’t realize it before because I was always high.”
Focusing on his grandmother’s words helped Hanjaras through challenging times, and he looked for ways to stay busy and productive inside Lackawanna County Prison in Scranton, Pennsylvania. That’s how he found a series of courses offered by the Outreach Center for Community Resources.
Founded in 1988, Outreach provides a variety of programs to promote family stability and economic self-sufficiency. In addition to employment training and workforce development, the organization offers resources in areas like life skills, literacy, parenting, behavioral health, early childhood education, and youth mentoring.
After a fellow incarceree told him about Outreach, Hanjaras signed up for every course they offered inside the prison. The topics ranged from anger management and communication to critical thinking, wellness, and parenting. Outreach program managers Jennifer Shoemaker and Jane Augustine teach the classes and work closely with people like Hanjaras during and after their incarceration.
Hanjaras got a stick-and-poke tattoo in prison as a reminder of his grandmother's encouraging words. "Whenever I was down on myself, I just looked at that and I would think about her," he says. [Photo by Jim Tuttle]
His grandmother, Joyce Gregory, visited him every week. "And that's the last place you want your grandma to come, is to jail, but it didn't matter if I told her not to come, she would come anyway." [Photo courtesy of James Hanjaras]
Several personal setbacks accelerated his drug use, and Hanjaras began using methamphetamine. He later began selling the drug, and his supplier expected him to move more and more product as time went on. Dealing became his main source of income.
“Then 2017 rolled around, and I took the food truck out maybe three or four times the entire year. I didn’t need to. I made money with the meth, and I was getting high,” Hanjaras says. “If you’re in active addiction and they’re just sending you all these drugs, it’s really hard to say no. It’s really hard to stop and get out of that situation.”
When DEA agents raided his property in December 2017, Hanjaras says they found about five pounds of methamphetamine and $40,000 in cash. As he lay handcuffed face-down on the floor, he remembers feeling a combination of terror and relief.
“I didn’t need to look over my shoulder anymore, because they were right there,” Hanjaras says. ”That was what my life had become — looking over my shoulder, worrying that someone’s going to shoot me, wondering if I’m going to die from this needle in my arm. The paranoia was terrible. And when that happened, it was almost like I could breathe again.”
Prison was terrifying at first. One of the people he met shortly after he arrived was an older man who’d been incarcerated for most of his adult life. He told Hanjaras to put aside any worries about what might be happening in the outside world because there was nothing he could do about it.
“I didn’t have a routine. I woke up, and I was just in a daze. And then I started getting into these classes and getting that structure, and then I started reading and I would read one book a week,” Hanjaras says. “Then I got a job, and it just slowly clicked into place that this routine, this drive, this is what you’re supposed to do. This is how life is supposed to be.”
In addition to the classes offered by Outreach, Hanjaras filled his time by working. After a brief stint in the main cafeteria kitchen, he was promoted to overnight cook for the Officer’s Dining Room. Considered one of the most prestigious inmate jobs, the position paid the highest rate possible — $5 per day. By the time he was released, Hanjaras had saved more than $700.
“James is lucky. He has a good family, and they’ve been supportive,” Shoemaker says. “But we do run into so many people [whose families are] no longer in their life. They’re sick and tired of them going to jail, coming out, going back to jail.”
Pennsylvania’s overall recidivism rate is about 54 percent, Augustine says. The recidivism rate in 2019 for people who participated in Outreach’s program was about 31 percent.
“There’s that stigma out there that people in jail are these horrible people, or if somebody has a substance abuse disorder, they’re a junkie,” Shoemaker says. “They’re just regular people that made a bad choice, and a lot of times the bad choice was out of desperation. Nobody planned to be there, and they sure as heck are looking for someone to help them figure out a way out. That’s kind of where we step in.”
When he showed up at the L.E.A.D. Center in early February, Hanjaras wanted any job he could find, just to keep a routine going. He hoped for culinary work, but had no expectation he would find it right away.
Knowing that Hanjaras loves cooking, Shoemaker had been on the lookout for a job opportunity that would be a good fit. Because of his past struggles with addiction, it was also important to find an environment with fewer relapse triggers than might be found in a typical restaurant or bar. Through a friend, she came across a new business in Scranton called Meal Prep Grind.
Founded by two chefs with a focus on healthy food and fitness, Meal Prep Grind provides home-delivered, prepared meals ready to heat and eat. When Shoemaker reached out, she learned they were having trouble finding reliable workers for their kitchen and were open to interviewing someone who had been incarcerated.
“I felt confident sending him there, knowing it was probably a very healthy environment,” Shoemaker says. “I said, ‘James, if you’re up for it, we’re going to set you up. Let’s call them.’ And he was like, ‘Yeah, let’s do it.”
They worked on his resumé and talked about interview skills before Hanjaras had to go back to the halfway house. The next day, another counselor from Outreach drove him to the interview.
“I told him I was in a halfway house. He asked me what my charges were, and I told him. He looked at the resumé and hired me right on the spot,” Hanjaras says. “Three days after I got out of prison, I had a job thanks to these guys.”
When many restaurants had to close a few months later due to the pandemic, Meal Prep Grind only grew busier. Hanjaras eventually picked up a second job cutting meat at a family-owned butcher shop near his home. He loves that he’s learning and honing new skills there.
Hanjaras has three more years of probation left, but he says it doesn’t worry him. The Muncheeze truck has been parked at his mom’s house since his arrest, and it needs some work to get up and running again. In the meantime, he has two steady paychecks and he’s saving money. He and his girlfriend have their own apartment, and they recently adopted two kittens and a bunch of chickens to raise.
“This is adulting, and it’s great. I’ve never felt this good before,” Hanjaras says. “The possibilities with food are endless. You have the whole world to explore, and now that I’m sober I can do that. I can actually live life.”